iman syazmir...

tiba2 je aku rs sedih bile tringat kt iman ni.rase nk cubit2 je pipi die.kesian iman,ditendang ke sana sini macam bola.mgsa dosa mak sdiri.kalo la aku da keje skrg,aku amik je iman tu jd ank angkat aku.akak aku pn ade byk mslh.ank die pn seb baik ckup mkn je.kejam btol manusia ni.nk bg kt bapak die,nnt kapir plak bdk tu.2/3 ari ni iman asik merengek je.mkn pn xmO arini..yelah,esk foster family die nk dtg amik.eventho org tu baik,tp sikit sbyk terkilan jgk..lgla die ddk ngan akak aku dr umo sebulan lg.tlg jg knon mak nye nk blaja.iman,moga Allah melindungimu sygku...jd ank soleh ye..da bsr nnt jd org yg bjaya..

Duit tak ada,tapi hati ingin kawin~~

susah hati btol skrg neh..nk tetido memalam pon xlena sgt..byk btol konflik kt dlm jiwa aku ni.udah rupe jln seploh simpang.da lame kot xupdate blog neh.malas sgt..hehehe..ade ke org nk bc blog aku neh..koya la..xpela kan walo xde org nk bc sekalipon,aku tulis gk..biarla jd diary utk aku..ekceli aku byk mslh jgk skrg neh..aduyaiii

1. keje xdpt2 lagik
2. nk pk nk byr utang (ptptpuuuuuuuu;UTP)
3. nk KAWEN!!

alahai naseb..mslh no. 3 tula yg plg memeningkn pale otak aku.ana kira punya kira la,bajet2 ape yg patut mau aku abes dlm rm10K. itu blom masuk knduri.seb baikla ma aku nk sponsor doorgifts utk rakyat yg ramai..utk kwn2 kene aku gk.potong punye potong,kaji punye kaji,setelah g buat survey serba sedikit,turunla angka nye jd 4 angka...nk gk rm6k..menitik air mate nengoknye..

nk potong byk sgt,aku tkut aku plak yg xpuas hati.kalo korangla kn..korang rase canne..adekah ptut aku mngeluarkn bajet yg ciput shj utk mende2 tuh?

He'll never be mine

juz like the breeze for the ocean
juz like the stars in the sky
im gonna stay awake and watch u sleep
cos thats the only way i can show you
that i care

there's no other man gonna stood tall
there's no other man that walked with me
mending this broken heart
im gonna stay awake tonite
as tomorrow we're gonna say goodbye
cos he'll never be mine

i know that my heart gonna be hollow
without him reside in it
but what choice do i have
i know sumday i have to let go
so let me stay awake tonite
and be by ur side
cos tomorrow i'm gonna go
let me keep this traces
of ur love in my heart
as long as time can be
let me love u darling
he'll never be mine
never be mine

-B,i wrote this 4 u...simpan ia dlm hati..terima kasih teman utk sebuah kenangn-
kasihmu berbekas di hati
katamu ku sanjung tinggi
budi mu kan ku bawa mati
che mohd sohaimi che soh

cinta melankolia

will i win this fight?i have no idea..i also dont know whether i should go on or juz give it up..give up b4 i fall even deeply into this..maybe sumday...cos rite now i dont think i can let him go...i need sumbody 2 mend my broken heart.he is the one rite now can do that...

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a wounded tiger

last nite we had a big fight...waaa..bnjir satu utp..is it wrong 2 juz protecting ur heart..i was badly injured b4 and im gonna act so far as i can go juz 2 protect the wound..juz like a wounded tiger..she became even more fierce if she was injured and hurt.sape la aku..die ade org lain n his deciding,making a choice and i dun wanna get hurt..smlm aku xleh tido..bgn pg td mate bengkak gile..should i juz give up or fight?hurmmm..pk nye pk..why dun i give a shot..lets fight or die trying..kalopn the other one 2 ustazah..kalu da jodoh die ngn aku xleh wtpe gk.even if ur a fairy pn,if she's not created for him..i still have a chance rite...ssh nk jmpe org yg aku salute,pndang tggi..aku hormat die..matang..n sum1 dat stretch out his hand 4 me...thank u B...sorry bout last nite..im maybe a stubborn woman,crybaby but im still trying and learning from u..correct me if im wrong,guide me if im lost...onegaishimassu~~

pelangi petang....

juz when im about to feel a bit of happiness, about to see a strike of light on the dark cloud...the storm snatch it away from me..ya allah,mgapa tidak aku diberikan bahagia itu..mngapa hanya seketika kau pinjamkn padaku...ya allah,jika ade bahagia yg lebih bsr di hadapan ku kelak,maka aku redha ya allah dgn semua ini...
engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
tak bercahya namun kau berseri
hingga cukup menghiburkan hati ini
seharian waktu bersama mu
tak terasa saat yang berlalu
bagaikan pelangi petang
kau pergi jua...

haih...

B...sy rindu banget same kamu..waaaaaaaaaaaaa..sob2...jiwa kacau sggh..smlm aku g repair moto+servis..waaaahhhh..gile best da moto tuh.bwk 120 pon still steady..oret je..lau x bwk laju sket rase goyang..pas2 ms corner pn rase cam nk jatuh..da tuka myk itam,spark plug ngn bearing..da best blk..tp ms bsuh moto smlm aku prasan ade calar kt moto aku..xprasan plak aku..da lame kot xbsuh..waddehel..bengang gile aku..sape la yg calarkn moto aku tuh..abe mat oh abe mat...sian kamu...buah hati pngarang jantung pisang aku..bile aku abes blaja neh mak aku nk jual..aaaaaaaaasedey2..xmO!xmO!